Saturday, January 27, 2007

Entry Number 200

It's been a while..lots of things happened,,good and bad,,happy and sad,,but I'm still here, trying to stand strong at the edge of sanity,,I have to say these things again:

it's really hard to continuously like someone
who likes another
it's hard to think of someone who is thinking
of someone else
it's hard to figure out where you have to stand
in a person's life
i know, nauna siya sa kin,,mahal na niya si _______ nung magkakilala kami,,
and I know, my friends are right in saying na "you can't blame him" blah blah
yeah, I know, I can't blame him and I don't even have the right to do it
I know I can't force a person to give back the feelings
I'm just hurt, and that's it,,I'm hurt,,yeah, I'm hurt
Well, now, i'm trying to shift my focus
pansin ko na mejo marami ata akong napapalampas in terms of academics and I know now's the right time to fill-up what I've missed,,habang hindi pa huli ang lahat,,kaya nga okay lang sa kin kahit hindi na ko makatulog or makapagpahinga, makapag-aral lang,, mag-aaral na lang muna ako habang hindi pa dumadating si Mr. Right ay mali,,Mr. Real pala..
Ngayon, Aj and I are looking for a condo,,so we will not make uwi na next term, I mean, hindi na yung usual uwian,,nalibot na namin ang Taft, I mean, yung malapit sa school and I'm eyeing for Kassel, mura lang kasi, although hindi sobrang lapit sa school, pwede na rin,,
Sana talaga, maging okay na,,
lalo na yung NSTP ko, it pisses me off kasi sobrang naguguluhan ako kung anong dapat kong gawin
I hope, this coming week, everything will be alright,,

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